journalEmily Frazier

ellyn

journalEmily Frazier
ellyn

So I prepped this post for Ellyn’s birthday, but then never pressed freakin publish!!

Here we are, way later. TO ELLYN!!

From the current series, I’m working on for my friends, “When I grow up I would like to have Ellyn's infectious joy. She laughs every day, and if she doesn't, she is sure someone near her is. I hope I bring light on days that feel dark and looming. That I can find joy in a good song, joy in a bowl of quac, joy in a smile with a stranger. I hope that when I grow up, my soul has the same joy that can be seen even when I'm crying and hurt. That I don't grieve like those without hope, that my joy is so rooted, that not even the craziest days, weeks, months, or years would let me deny a good time with my people. Ellyn, your smile is layers of Joy, and every year that passes seems to make that light shine even brighter, withstanding storms and even brighter on the sunny days. Your smile has actually lit up rooms before. I know because I shared a home with you for two years. I've seen it.”

I’ve loved knowing you, loving you, laughing with you, crossing off multiple years with you, hosting dinners with you, talking with you, crying with you, sharing meals with you, and of course, living with you for two whole years.

I’m not sure many will scroll through these photos and see differences from the first to the last photos of us, but baby, we’ve CHANGED! We’ve grown. I’m so proud of you. I love you, friend!